Freedom of Choice

The Core To My Center

2007-04-16T09:50:00.000+08:00

Holla...

Lately, I've been having problems since the last 3 weeks...3 fucking weeks, man!! It keeps coming and coming like ice cubes melting in a glass of hot water. Sometimes, I feel like leaving these shits. God!! If things gets any worse, I might snapped off.

I thought, by shaving my head (10 months or so, I didn't cut my hair), things would ease a bit. But, complications keep on stacking and stacking. 3 weeks ago, I was supposed to submit my project to the director on the next day. And of course, the presentation is ready and all is left to do is burn the project into a CD. All of sudden, 'poof!'; everything is gone; error occured. The best thing is, I didn't save for like 4 or 5 hours after I started to design....Hey, I was rushing and ideas kept pouring like hairs growing on your balls. My 1 month project, and the final version, all gone. But luckily, the crucial components are still safe. That very day, I couldn't even look at my own face, let alone facing the director. I was about to shed tears (seriously, man), then, I gathered all my wits and the hell with everything.

That was 3 weeks ago. The next thing, on the very same week, my main project for this practical is also gone. I really don't wanna talk about that at this time...fucking hate about it. I suffered anxieties, delusions, down syndrome (is this the correct spelling? forgot the spelling..) for 3 days...

The thing is, shits have going since that day until now. My PC need a massive upgrade; my assignments are not finished yet; my cat (unofficial) has to be fed; reports have to be done....the list is endless. I need a vacation. Something to release this pain in my head. I need Ziha. I'm miserable without her. It has only been 1 month of work since the last time me and her been on a date and I already feel like forever. Haiya...I now am a man that couldn't live without woman. Heh...I used to defy that statement. That makes me, a hypocrite too, huh? Life IS not easy....

ReUnion: There will be none

2007-04-16T09:46:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum...

Hollaa....Dgn ini, aku batalkan program ReUnion pada tahun ini.

Sekian, makaseh...

ReUnion: Once In '04

2007-04-02T13:58:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Holla...

After much consideration, I've decided on making this reunion much more interesting & challenging. Heh...Anyway, this is the updates:

*Note: Still, you are free to voice-out your opinion regarding the reunion plans.

Type of Trip: Bag Pack Traveling/Road Trip/Camping/Simple Trip
Trip: Perhentian Island (Pulau Kecil)
Duration: 4 days 3 nights (boleh dibawa berbincang)
Activities: BBQ, campin' fire (Beach Fiesta: including acoustic jam, monkeying around), jungle tracking, snorkeling, swimming, etc.
Budget: RM150 - RM300 (self-expense) <--this includes: Accommodation, Food, & other expenses (souvenirs, rokok, etc.)

Please be informed that Bag Packing Travel is NOT recommended as this required only a few numbers of people involved & it'll cost a lot more $$. I assures you that a camping trip will cost a lot more cheaper than any other types of trip stated above (at least RM150). This is how:

Camping
- tempat tido tak payah nak pikir² sgt
- IF necessary, chalet shall be rent & this is only to put your bags & your personal things.
- of course you'll bring your own food + food sharing + group 'tong-tong' buy food.
- transportation on your own @ 'tong-tong' sewa van (not recommended - mahal, m'bazir).

Bag Packing
- travels with only 1 traveling bag pack
- travels from one place to another
- only carry simple clothes (the important ones)
- travels with mass transportation. E.g: Taxi, Bus, Rented Van, Car
- stays in one place for a short duration
- in other words, jadi pengembara/penglipur lara. E.g: The Amazing Race
- estimate cost: RM800 (1 week)

Road Trip
- self transportation
- can consist up to 20+ peoples
- travels with directions from one country to another. E.g: Pahang - Teluk Chempedak, then Terengganu - Tasik Chini
- stays at one place for a short period
- might cost a lot & hard to control as larger the group

10 Things We Never Knew About The Sun

2007-03-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I copied these from friendster's bulletin message (Arip). So, I thought it'll be cool if I posted in here ;) Enjoy!

1. We all think of the sun as being yellow or orange in color, but in reality, it is white. The yellow tones we see are actually due to aphenomenon known as "atmospherics cattering."

2. The sun is the brightest star in our galaxy right? Wrong. While most stars in the Milky Way galaxy are considered "red dwarfs" (relatively smaller and cooler stars),approximately 15% of the stars in the galaxy are brighter than our sun.

3. We may picture that all the planets in our galaxy orbit around the sun,while the sun is essentially still. Actually the sun orbits the galactic center of the Milky Way galaxy, completing a revolution every 225 to 250 million years.

4. The sun is basically a giant nuclear fusion reactor. Its energy is derived from the nuclear fusion of hydrogen nuclei into the gas helium.

5. Scientists have just learned that the sun's magnetic field is vastly more active than previously thought. The Japanese satellite Hinode, launched in September 2006, began sending images back to earth in March 2007 showing dynamic gas movement through the sun's outer layers. Astronomers have hailed the discoveries, predicting an entirely new area of study will form based on the new data.

6. Many characteristics of the sunstill puzzle modern scientists, such as the question: why is the sun's outer atmosphere measured at 1 million degrees K, while the surface is arelatively cool 6,000 K?

7. The ultraviolet light in the sun's rays is antiseptic, meaning it can kill microorganisms that cause infections.

8. Stonehenge, constructed roughly 3,000 years BC in what is now Great Britain, was likely an early scientific observatory built to measure the sun's movement across the sky (in reality, the Earth's movement) so they could predict astronomical phenomena.

9. We owe the structure of the 24-hour day to ancient Egypt's stories of their sun-god Ra, who was believed to spend the night hours traveling between the 12 domains of the dark underworld, and the light hours between the 12 domains of the day.

10. Scientists believe the sun will eventually die by turning into a "red giant." Sometime before that, the sun's mass will diminish as the outer layers expand, pushing the Earth and other planets further away from it but not before our water is boiled away and atmosphere obliterated. (But cheer up, this is likely to around 4 to 5billion years from now.)

ReUnion: Once In '04

2007-03-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

Pejam-celik, dah 3 thn aku dah tinggalkan SDASA(Hell on Earth). Aku nak buat event ReU ni pon atas dasar permintaan ramai. Aku pon xpaham, nape laa korg nak sgt buat ReU ni.

Memandangkan SDASA dah jadi suatu komuniti, sehubungan itu, aku nak teruskan usaha tu jadi kenyataan. Segala informasi yg korg nak tau, dgn dukacitanya, aku xdapat nak berikan. Sebabnya, aku nak event ni untuk sume. Dgn kata lain, aku nak sume org selesa & boleh menghadirkan diri nanti.

Event ni aku nak buat besar2 (kalu nak kecik2 boring lak kan?). Jadi, kun-faya-kun, kalu boleh, hulur laa kalu nak dtg...Jgn salah faham, aku xmintak byk. Sequence die senang je....Kalu event nak buat gempak2 tapi sikit org, byk laa kuar duit. Kalu ramai nak dtg, adela something2 nanti. Macam tmpt penginapan ke, happe ke...

Hatta, aku nak korg punye cadangan, pendapat, pandangan, @ sebarang sumbangan buah akal @ buah ape2 pun untuk jayakan projek sengal nih. Details event adalah seperti berikut:-

Rules & Regulation

- Any SDASAints are welcome

- There's no exception; specific graduation year (as long u did studied in SDASA)

- Korg boleh bawak sape2 yg korg nak. That includes (awek, balak, member, sedara-mara, org yg xdikenali, dikutip, etc.).

- Korg mesti bayar certain amount (*blom confirm lg) untuk event ni.

- Bayaran TIDAK TERMASUK untuk org nak dibawa.

~Subject yet to be confirmed~

Venue: Perhentian Island (can be discuss)

Date: N/A

Time: N/A

Fees: RM 10 at least laa kot....(negotiatable)

Payment: Bank-In kat org yg diappointedkan (can be discuss)

Segala info baru, aku akan postkan kat sini. Aku akan update dari masa ke masa jika aku rase perlu & ada masa. Kerjasama korg, aku sangat2 laa hargai. Terima Kasih

2007-03-14T18:26:00.000+08:00

Sehari Sepekerjaanku

6.30 AM - Aku terjaga, ingat nak solat subuh....tetibe...gelap pandangan...

7.32 AM - ...Cahaya menusuk retinaku...capai handset, tgk masa..."I'm late!!....Xpela...datang lambat lagi laa hari ni...heh heh heh....". Aku bukak PC, set playlist untuk mandi -- Deja Voodoo Spells (I Am What I Am), Jimi Hendrix (Voodoo Child, Live Woodstock '69), Steve Vai (The Blues Improvisation), Joe Satriani (Surfing With Aliens).

7.35 AM - Aku capai rokok, berus gigi, tuala dan terus lenggak-lengguk ke bilik air.

7.50 AM - Aku siap² pakai baju, kemas barang nak bawak gi keje sket, duduk depan PC...layan lagu jap....

8.00 AM - Aku turun bawah, buat kopi, masak air, terus siap² nak gerak pegi keje....

9.15 AM - Aku sampai office, punch-in, amik kunci lab, report dgn supervisor aku pasal website, terus pegi lab

9.26 AM - Aku tengah install software untuk program budak², AD aku call, demand buat itu laa ini laa...Aku malas nak bising², jadi laa lembu yang praktikal....Aku carik projektor, cucuk itu ini, sambil install software satu per satu kat PC kat dalam lab tuu....

9.50 AM - Budak² tuu masuk lagi awal dari aku budget..."Fuck!". Ni confirm AD aku tak ingat pesanan aku tadi. Maka, tambah laa keje aku masa tuu. Multi-tasking: jaga budak² kecik umur dalam 5,6 tahun, install software, carik masalah projektor, carik speaker....

12.53 PM - "Done!"...Aku carik water dispenser, teguk air, AD carik aku, suruh buat ini itu (lagi...), aku ye kan aje, turun beli makan, naek atas makan

1.15 PM - Aku tgh makan, aku terdengar suara EMCEE tgh cakap something², "FUCK!!"....Aku berlari carik kerani yang pegang camcorder, lari turun pegi venue untuk shoot video Chinese Wedding pulak...

2.34 PM - Habis shoot, aku naek atas balik....sambung makan..."Indah gile makan paha ayam!"...Aku imagine ratah daging ayam tuu cam daging AD aku...Haa~...Aku tenang balik...Lepas tuu, aku godek² internet....

3.36 PM - Aku mengantuk gile....Tgk jam, baru pukul bape....Ade lagi 30min aku nak rehat....Aku pegi bilik Dr. Madhu, tido....ZZzzzzz....

3.55 PM - Aku terjage sebab Kak Lia a.k.a kerani super, masuk bilik....Aku capai camcorder, gerak pegi venue class Mdm. Wei untuk shooting video die (nak kasi HR evaluate)....Sambil shooting, aku blaja bahasa jepun ;) "Hontou Arigatou!"

4.29 PM - Aku naek office balik, aku serah camcorder, borak² dgn lecturer, etc., aku tolong Kak Lia sket....

6.00 PM - Aku baru sedar tgh hujan...*scene lepas ni, inappropriate for story-telling*

6.34 PM - Aku masuk bilik Dr. Madhu, bukak PC die, duduk kat kerusi die....Sedar² aku tgh type ayat nih....So, here I am....Waiting for the rain to stop....It's a sad rain....I dunno why, but something tells me, there's something wrong....Watta heck...Like I care..Balik nih, confirm sampai USJ dalam pukul 8 lebih....hmm....keje aku byk lagi stacked atas meja....It's like non-stop task....Bile aku nak tulis report? Bile aku nak riadah? Bile aku nak ketuk drum?!?? Hmm....sabar jo lahh jang oii....