The Core To My Center

Holla...

Lately, I've been having problems since the last 3 weeks...3 fucking weeks, man!! It keeps coming and coming like ice cubes melting in a glass of hot water. Sometimes, I feel like leaving these shits. God!! If things gets any worse, I might snapped off.

I thought, by shaving my head (10 months or so, I didn't cut my hair), things would ease a bit. But, complications keep on stacking and stacking. 3 weeks ago, I was supposed to submit my project to the director on the next day. And of course, the presentation is ready and all is left to do is burn the project into a CD. All of sudden, 'poof!'; everything is gone; error occured. The best thing is, I didn't save for like 4 or 5 hours after I started to design....Hey, I was rushing and ideas kept pouring like hairs growing on your balls. My 1 month project, and the final version, all gone. But luckily, the crucial components are still safe. That very day, I couldn't even look at my own face, let alone facing the director. I was about to shed tears (seriously, man), then, I gathered all my wits and the hell with everything.

That was 3 weeks ago. The next thing, on the very same week, my main project for this practical is also gone. I really don't wanna talk about that at this time...fucking hate about it. I suffered anxieties, delusions, down syndrome (is this the correct spelling? forgot the spelling..) for 3 days...

The thing is, shits have going since that day until now. My PC need a massive upgrade; my assignments are not finished yet; my cat (unofficial) has to be fed; reports have to be done....the list is endless. I need a vacation. Something to release this pain in my head. I need Ziha. I'm miserable without her. It has only been 1 month of work since the last time me and her been on a date and I already feel like forever. Haiya...I now am a man that couldn't live without woman. Heh...I used to defy that statement. That makes me, a hypocrite too, huh? Life IS not easy....

ReUnion: There will be none

Assalamualaikum...

Hollaa....Dgn ini, aku batalkan program ReUnion pada tahun ini.

Sekian, makaseh...

ReUnion: Once In '04

Assalamualaikum. Holla...

After much consideration, I've decided on making this reunion much more interesting & challenging. Heh...Anyway, this is the updates:


*Note: Still, you are free to voice-out your opinion regarding the reunion plans.

Type of Trip: Bag Pack Traveling/Road Trip/Camping/Simple Trip
Trip: Perhentian Island (Pulau Kecil)
Duration: 4 days 3 nights (boleh dibawa berbincang)
Activities: BBQ, campin' fire (Beach Fiesta: including acoustic jam, monkeying around), jungle tracking, snorkeling, swimming, etc.
Budget: RM150 - RM300 (self-expense) <--this includes: Accommodation, Food, & other expenses (souvenirs, rokok, etc.)

Please be informed that Bag Packing Travel is NOT recommended as this required only a few numbers of people involved & it'll cost a lot more $$. I assures you that a camping trip will cost a lot more cheaper than any other types of trip stated above (at least RM150). This is how:

Camping
- tempat tido tak payah nak pikir² sgt
- IF necessary, chalet shall be rent & this is only to put your bags & your personal things.
- of course you'll bring your own food + food sharing + group 'tong-tong' buy food.
- transportation on your own @ 'tong-tong' sewa van (not recommended - mahal, m'bazir).

Bag Packing
- travels with only 1 traveling bag pack
- travels from one place to another
- only carry simple clothes (the important ones)
- travels with mass transportation. E.g: Taxi, Bus, Rented Van, Car
- stays in one place for a short duration
- in other words, jadi pengembara/penglipur lara. E.g: The Amazing Race
- estimate cost: RM800 (1 week)

Road Trip
- self transportation
- can consist up to 20+ peoples
- travels with directions from one country to another. E.g: Pahang - Teluk Chempedak, then Terengganu - Tasik Chini
- stays at one place for a short period
- might cost a lot & hard to control as larger the group